Truthfully, compared to quite a number of people in the world, I'm actually on solid footing with no reason to feel down. I haven't reached the pinnacle of prosperity, but I'm sure, I'll get there eventually. Nah... I should be happy. I'm not though... not completely.
First thought would be, this has something to do with christmas. It doesn't really. The season doesn't help, but still, this feeling has been with me for quite some time now. To put it bluntly, I'm lonely. There... I said it. I hate admitting something like this. It's a condition that I should be able to fix. I keep telling myself it will be. All things in time, yes? Tick... ti